If he’s been watching me this long, he’ll do it again. I don’t look at him. Porn The door behind my back opens, but I don’t move and close my eyes. Images of last night immediately come to mind when I see his lips. My lips are on fire. Like a wild animal that needs to be domesticated? So it only stops trembling shortly before it. I take a quick shower and try not to think about whose hands lingered on which part of my body last night. As Pao puts his food on the table, I slowly get up and then fill the dishwasher. On wobbly legs, I walk towards my bed and sit down. “Open your mouth.” My lips part a little and he pushes his finger into my mouth. He pulls me up and goes into the kitchen. Every bite he pushes into my mouth reminds me of
